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Saturday, May 26, 2007

im quitting on my madrasah which i so dont want to but i have to. and im quitting my tuition because the fees are like, so X! i can still negotiate abt quitting madrasah though. been there since i was like what? 9? thats 8 whole years mind you. why quit now right? might as well i sit for the exams till the very end. haish.. everything has to come to an end. never thought id be a quitter.

anyway, school's a stress machine! seriously! if not for the people there, i think i would have just died trying to understand OC! but i understand it now. i get it. the subj i hate is HAP. thats one heck of a big book to read. STRESS BOOK.

{ 2:36 pm }
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Friday, May 18, 2007

yup2. stress is in la.. you dont know?
nowadays its the trend what. stress here, stress there. everywhere go also stress.
k lame... mcm slalu.
ok ok. serious serious. school is like so damn retarded! i mean the system is crazy! i got to learn so much things and the time is not enough! it really isnt enough. so to all those who are having a honeymoon poly life, i envy you. seriously do ah... i thought poly could slack a bit after what ive gone through last year, skali its way different la! worst part is im doing this all by myself. like last year i got friends who i already knew for quite some time. then this year its like everyones new. and it comes off a bit awkward to ask something. haish...
so we had lab this week. like finally the labs are starting. and we had to be seated in groups according to our register number. i was with andrea. we were laughing all the time lorh. want to set up the whole experiment was way funny. she took the acetone and was supposed to add water to it but she didnt. and we had already switched on everything then that was when i asked her what were we distillating. she was like water and acetone.
a:water and acetone.
m:did you add in water?
a:urm... (looks at the flask) no. hahahahahah!!
hahaha... had to switch off everything and add water. was so funny. then jacjac and me were like talking about shoes just because i have vans like him. hahaha... he should have worn his! can take picture. hahaha... its nice la.
and after awhile fidelia had blown this rubber gloves and wrote something on it. hahah... a bad word really but it was so cute. she was walking around with the glove and showing it to everyone. hahaha... my class is so fun. we slack. but i feel so guilty ah slacking off in poly. and oh, i just realised i had big hands. andrea took this "S" gloves and i was like trying to wear it. when my finger were FINALLY in i asked her is this the only size. then she looked at my hand and said she took "S". -_-' dont want to say earlier know. i had to walk all the way back to take size "M" gloves. hahaha... then it was so stupid la because the gloves that i had already had on on my right hand wouldnt come off. i was like pulling the whole thing. trying to ah atleast. jacjac was laughing at me trying to take off my glove. tatynk tau. hah. but it came off eventually.
yey!

anyway, we had quizzes just now. yep quzzes. we had two. maths and stats and HAP.
HAP confirm die lah! i dont get it. but maths, maths got hope. now that i realised i actually got a few correct after 'cross-referring' with people. hahaha... two people cannot possibly get the EXACT same wrong workings and the same mistake and then just by coincidence talk about their answers right? and then just so happens to turn out exactly the same! hahaha... got it not? never get it nevermind. dont worry. wont come out exam one.

ya. thats what they always say. dont worry. there is no essay questions. thats totally bull! everything that came out looked like freaking essay questions. ok im talking about HAP. everything i studied for didnt show up on that quiz paper!! and i mean EVERYTHING. so much for studying muscular system thoroughly. damn!

its over over. madrasah exams on the way. this week and i havent even touched those books. hahaha... madrasah can not study and then still pass. cheyh!

{ 4:53 pm }
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Sunday, May 13, 2007

starting today its going to be one heck of a week. quizzes coming up. not for one but for all the subjects. and i feel a really bad fever coming. alamak!! why now??!?? why not during the june holidays?? been so stressed as to what to study everyday. to the monleys who said polytechnic schedule's are way flexible than secondary school's timetable, to hell with you la!
its worst! a lot much more worse than what i had expected. my wotld revolves around maths and science nowadays and thats probably it, excluding my private life. duh.
plus, im competing against braniacs who had gone to junior colleges and took their a levels and then they come to the exact same course as me!! die seyh...

{ 9:00 pm }
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Saturday, May 12, 2007

hehe.. ive got loads to talk about but dont know where to begin. i dont know how to start.
school's been awful. but things started to change yesterday. i actually understand what the lecturer was talking about. about enzymes! wakaka. and then maths also. im starting to get the hang of it. its only the beginning of amaths. weeeeeee.... feels great to understand again. even though i need to do a whole lot more of maths just so that i could get through this semester. but basically, i love my course. im the one who wanted it. so suck it and show that i do one this diploma so badly. arrgh! oh ya. and i bought the hap book yesterday too. interesting stuff. woooooooooo! anatomy! anatomy! cheyh!
that leaves me with biochem and oc to understand the current topic they are teaching. die man like that...
hahahaha...

{ 10:09 am }
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Sunday, May 06, 2007

i need help for amaths. seriously its horrible that i dont really understand what its all about. damn... so im going back to tuition. wakaka. brings back loads and loads of memory.
but got to do what needs to be done.
and ive been reading up on biochemistry and i dont really get it that much too. guess tutorial is there for a very good reason right. ask! ask! idiot sia never ask on that maths tutorial. sheesh. was the first tutorial.
help me get through this year, or semester atleast.
to all kiddies who hate maths and science, find a way to enjoy them or it'll be really really difficult. true true? amaths makes me feel so stupid. damn! again damn!
anybody who's a genius help me help me!!
and its only 5 topics. -_-'

ok ok.
enough of amaths.
oh ya. i went broke for two days. very broke orh. not even a single cent.
kering kontang.
then i had to ask my sister and mother for money. should have just asked mama ah. she gave me extra willingly. hehehe...
but nvm la. need to pay back kakak. i need new clothes. bugis!!
i need bugis! huahua.

{ 5:02 pm }
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Thursday, May 03, 2007

week two went by fast. today was practically the worse day for every week i guess. come school at 9 and then go home at 6. with only an hour break. crazy! and im still kind of lost with some lectures but dont worry worry... go home self study. problem is i dont have the time. i mean everytime i reach home its always sleep sleep sleep because my bed's there. biaser ah... haish... help me.

{ 11:28 pm }
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